New Beginning

It's hard for me to begin something and keep doing it without stoping in the middle of the way...

I am so lazy and have a really hard time to follow my dreams. Which are doing videos and blogpost about the beauty world. Just so you know I am interested in fashion since two or three years now, but it's only now in 2013 that I finally start my blog...and I hope for the best.

This is my story : as a child I was not into fashion at all. I mean it is kind of normal, my mother used to dresses me up, I did not care about my style, I was just a little girl and plus I had an uniform for my school. 

Then I moved, grow up, and did not need an uniform anymore. So I kinda want to have my own style, so I asked my mom if I could dress how ever I want. She said yes but I needed her approval. At that time I was 10, I choose some cute thing, some not, some boys clothes (kind of a thumb boy some time), but I was happy. I tried different looks, different clothes, sizes, styles... I was searching myself...And I am still now.

At this moment I am 19 turning soon 20 and yes I am still insecure about stuff and yes I am still looking for my style which I think is just my own mixture of edgy, classic and chill. I am a shy person, I am not quite sociable, I am afraid of mean people, I do not care about what they say, but you know...if you do not feel comfortable with yourself, it can hurt easily. I can hide my emotions simply. And if I really don't want you to see them, you won't. My self-confidant is medium, so you will see me or not some picture of me (it all depends on if I am coward that day or not)...

THIS is my goal with this blog, just overcome my cowardice and expose, to the eyes of every one and all that I am not as bad as I think...

Anyways, the thing is my blog is dedicated to fashion and beauty wise... like so many others blog. I will share with you my youtube inspirations tutorials...and maybe (only God knows) I would do some sometimes...

By no means the videos would or could be mine...! This is going to be a big mess of sharing ! 

x,

K.